Every time we pray our hearts are joined with Eternity, for God who created the beginning holds also the ending and everything inbetween in the palm of His hand and in His heart.
Jesus, I know my life is secure in your loving care.
If only we could see just how near you are to us, the lonliest road or the darkest night would hold no fear. Loving Jesus in faith I put my hand in yours . . .
“Blessed are those who mourn.” No, my darling. This is one moment when I don’t believe You. My heart is full of pain, of such exquisite agony that the whole world has collapsed and vanished from sight.
There is nothing any more but You, me and this terrible agony. I want to cry, but there are no tears left to shed, and yet still my eyes burn as if, at any moment, they will fill up and overflow once more. I know that I must look awful, but I don’t care any more, my darling. I haven’t the energy to care. It’s not that I haven’t a care in the world. Rather it is that the world has become a burden too heavy to bear and so I sit here, broken, empty and defenceless.
Amid the agony, there is a question: “Why? Why me? Why You, my darling?” I would have taken Your pains upon myself. Did you forget that it is a mother’s unique privilege to remain a mother until the end of her days? Did you forget that even when you were cradled safely within my womb, I defended You and lived my every moment for You?
There were those beautiful, precious times when you nestled Your hand in mine and I curled Your tiny fingers around one of my own. They were so small, so beautiful – and now Your hand is once more lying in mine, but it is bruised and broken. It is a man’s hand, a hand that was beautiful and forever active, but now it is motionless and no longer alive.
I have not forgotten those days when I could hold You, newly washed and fragrant, against my cheek. Your head still rests on my breast, but it is bloody, battered and so changed, my darling, from the precious infant that You were.
You are still my infant. Let me sing for You. Let me sing the lullaby I used to cradle You and rock You to sleep. Let my hand caress Your head, Your hair, no longer soft and shining. Let us be together once more, my precious, in this all-embracing agony.
Blessed are those who mourn – but sometimes only in hindsight.
Thinking of you Katie ................. / Maria Read >>
Thinking of you Katie ................. / Maria
Im so very sorry for all your losses. All your precious angels in heaven. Today I know your mind is especially with Troy, your beautiful baby boy, who would be 39 now. He and Roy have eternity together as precious loving brothers, they along with Peggy, your parents and all your family in heaven, are walking the way of the cross with you. They lift you up each time you fall Katie, they wipe your face, they pray for your entire family on earth and they sing with the choir of angels.
Allow the Lord, and your angels to minister and comfort you Katie, God knows your heart, Jesus weeps with you.
I weep with you too. I hold you in heart and prayer. I thank you for all the many wonderful ways you have supported and encouraged me, regularly to let me know your are thinking of my family and I.
You are a spectacular woman of faith and I feel honoured to know you and your angels Katie.
All my love, hugs and blessings, for you, Twinkles, George and your family and friends, and your precious family in heaven. Maria - Angel mum to Amore, Cara, Teressa, Pieta. xxxxxxxxxx
Thanks to all of you / Katie Roy's Mom (hurting)Read >>
Thanks to all of you / Katie Roy's Mom (hurting)
I'm so sick to my stomach right now but I made myself click on Roy's tributes after lighting his candle- you people are the bestest of the best- couldn't ask for better-the eggs are beautiful, the bunnies are great, the flowers are so pretty -the cross is beautiful- I think I went in over drive for my Twinkles & now its time to pay the dues- love & prayers to all of you, Katie Close
our sitter! / Mama (yo mama forever & ever )Read >>
our sitter! / Mama (yo mama forever & ever )
IT BREAKS MY HEART THAT I CAN'T HELP YOUR HEATHER!! YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES WE WISHED SHE'D WALK AWAY FROM THAT SOMEONE THAT APPARENTLY DOESN'T KNOW LOVE- HE SETS OUT TO ONLY HURT HER. WHY CAN'T HE USE THAT ENERGY TO LOVE HER?. SHES SO PRECIOUS TO US. GUESS IF SHE COULD ONLY LET HIM GO. MAYBE, THERES SOME X-TRA STRINGS YOU CAN PULL NOW THAT U HAVE YOUR WINGS. ANYWAY, I WAIT FOR HER TO GET ENOUGH--THERES NOTHING MORE I CAN SAY TO HER - SHE HAS TO DO IT ON HER OWN-SHE IS SELLING HERSELF SHORT! AS SUZIE SAYS NOW, "DON'T PUT YOURSELF ON A SALES RACK". GOD PLEASE HELP HER TO SEE THAT SHE IS WASTING HER LIFE WHILE HIS IS MOVING RIGHT ALONG-LOVE YOU SON & I KNOW HOW YOU'D BE CARRYING ON WITH HER PROBLEMS- SHE IS RIGHT ABOUT THESE DEMONS THAT GET TO GO ON BREATHING WHEN OUR PRECIOUS LOVING GUY ONLY KNEW LOVE!!!YO MAMA- SO HELP ME TO HELP HER SEE THE LIGHT- Close
why do hateful people get to stay? / HeAtHeR (sitter)
I am SO tired of being treated like a dog....this man i have, he dont care. WHY?....why does he get to go out and have friends and a life, and i have to listen to his lies and not have friends? Why do i sit here, and take this? why do i care? im not sure i do anymore. im not even sure i love him. i just want to see him paid back for everything hes done to me and put me through...you know who i am talking about, and i know you liked him, and i also know you seen how upset he makes me...so why did god take YOU? you never would have tried to hurt someone, or call them names intentionally to hurt them...WHY did you have to go, while hurtful people like him get to stay here and do this to people? ITS NOT FAIR!!! i shouldnt have to get into a fist fight to get some attention...i shouldnt have to wait for him to come home with a shitty attitude, to blame it all on me.....why should I be the one who hears the horrible stuff that comes out of his mouth...why do i have to be the one to have to love him, and cook and clean, just to not hear a "thank you" or a "great job Heather"???.....why in the hell are there people here that treat others like hell, when you had to go.....now i guess you seen what happened today, and i know you REALLY WANT TO WHIP HIS ASS NOW, huh?.......i dont htink its fair, Roy.....i know youve run into some real assholes in your life, and i am SO sorry....its just not right how people like us get treated, for trying to be the better person, for trying to be honest, and care for everyone.....i dont know why i've stuck myself in this position...i know anyone else would love me, but i HATE THE WHOLE WORLD.....honestly....you cant trust no one, and no one REALLY loves you, they just tell you what you want to hear....the only friends i have in the world are your momma and george. they know it, and i know they love me. why cant everyone be like them?.....i mean, this asshole shouldnt be able to treat people like this, its not normal?.. but then again, what is? now that you are an angel, i can talk to you , and I KNOW you will listen, and help me......i cant believe the great people die, and the assholes get to walk. that shows you how messed up this world is. i love you Close
Happy St. Patrick's Day Roy! / Sue~ Mom To Ashley Trapp Read >>
Happy St. Patrick's Day Roy! / Sue~ Mom To Ashley Trapp
May God grant you always… A sunbeam to warm you A moonbeam to charm you A sheltering Angel So nothing can harm you
Thinking of you and Roy Katie xx / Georgie -. Holly;s Mum (Friend)Read >>
Thinking of you and Roy Katie xx / Georgie -. Holly;s Mum (Friend)
I am thinking of you today my friend and sharing in your pain I know it seems as though your life will never be the same I've taken the same journey before It's a road I know too well But someone it seemed was always there to catch me when I fell There were the times He carried me when my legs were much too weak And the times He held me close to Him when my lips refused to speak There were the times He was my eyes when mine were full of tears And all the times He comforted me and helped me face my fears This friend of mine is with you too He's been there all along Just reach for Him and take His hand It's where you now belong
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ROY! / Janicemom2Jennifer Pokerwinski (friend)Read >>
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY ROY! / Janicemom2Jennifer Pokerwinski (friend)
Happy Valentine's Day Dear Roy, wishing you a day full of Love up there in heaven. Thinking of your loving family and wishing them peace and love. God bless you all. Give Jennifer a big hug for me. Thank you.