This is to Good Ole Step -DAD
Now Dad, moms gonna try to put some words here & U'll probably cry but thats ok- don't yall feel better after a good cry? You know I was your buddy- I'm still there- can't you just feel me there-
I don't know how much re-hab would've helped my body function but I know you & mom would've helped me with every step I had to take- I know you had it rough with me,I can think of so many times that you went beyond holding on- please know I would've never caused you any pain if I had choices over how to handle my brain- Yes, you understood me a lots- Yea, I had a dad, someone who couldn't love me for who I was but you did- I was born with him being my dad but don't ever forget in church, I said I have 2 dads but you were my good dad! Pretty big statement fm me but it came fm my heart & was all truth! Yea, I was limited to some things in life but knowing love had no limitations- I knew when I was loved!
I really don't know how you managed to survive-looks like you'd worn out before me- Guess God needed you to stick around for ole mama- Yea, she hurts too much- I know its hard on her & I'm thankful she has you. I'm so thankful that she knows when its too over whelming for her that your heart is open & your arms. Dad, shes been thru hell & now shes sick- she never ask for much- just wanted her family to have the neccesities- I drove her nuts out shopping but she always let the crowd know that I meant the world to her.i sure loved to see her get fired up - rememeber, she'll take on anyone!Don't ever worry about you & Twinkles as long as shes there.
Dad, I don't even know why I went away- I think its all in God's plan for our family- we all have to go & guess I fit the calling - its ok tho cause I know every thing happening with yall- I don't suffer anymore & deep down, Mama is realizing, although she misses me terrible, this is the price yall are paying for knowing, you don't have to worry about how I would make it after yall are gone- Dad know that Twinkles & mom need you so take care of yourself- thanks for going to the end for all my birthday parties- Yea, you spent half the day picking up all my buddies so they'd be with me to celebrate- you made sure we'd enjoy my day! Then, you spent the rest of the day cooking out, keeping the music going & making sure every one was taken care of- Gosh, I don't know how you did it all & even helping us get in & out the spa- Man, you just picked Greg up in your arms & sat him in the spa to keep him fm trying to crawl in- Our fun was your happiness but you made it all possible so this B'day for me, just carry on as usual, I'll be checking in with you -of course mom will be sad @ times, LOrd, who wouldn't be lost after all they did for my day! If she'll just get my cup cakes over to my friends then I'll be there-sister just needs some big hugs- I think she finally feels safe again- I know it was hard for you & mom but yall did good, she just needed to know she was safe & she knows it. So dad , till your ole body can't take it anymore, know I'll never forget the man that was man enough to tackle it all head on!& with love that was purer than GOLD!
Lets hear it for Good Ole Step -Dad-
Step by Step he was there!Some days he seemed to be used up but never gave up
He always knew how to make the best of the worse
Oh! i Love the puppies-all eleven- can't fig. out how to pick all up @ the same time but You know me- Yea, my big hands, they're so tiny & I know dad, i hear you say "Easy"
Hope they like my Elvis room & thanks for having the music on for them" Tell them don't rock the boat, OH! thats a pool they're in- they'll out grow that & then we get to chase them all over the house- sounds like a blast- you know how I love excitement-
Ok Dad, you know I love you & you were there for me- you would've died for me- what more could I have wanted!love, Roy- Oh- i forgot- Happy Father's DAy Ole Man-HEEE-Hee Close